I have never been a morning person. In grade school after
attempting to gently wake me up, my mom would have the rip the sheets off of me
shouting “THE BUS IS GOING TO BE HERE IN 10 MINUTES KELSEY LAUREN, GETTTTT OUT
OF BED, I AM NOT GOING TO BE IN HERE AGAIN!”
I honestly was convinced that my mom hadn’t come in prior, trying to
wake me up like a civilized person, but instead just liked to see me rush around like a wild
woman.
Once I reached high school, my desire to be an early riser
did not take a turn for the positive. And
in college I MAY have even been known to keep a spare tooth brush, travel tooth
paste, and deodorant in my bag just in case I didn’t wake up with enough time to get ready.
But this all changed once I met the sweet little munchkins at Sunrise.
Their zest for life is something I cannot even begin to
describe. As I walked into our classroom all the kids would pop up from the
green area rug they were sitting “proper” on and run and hug me shouting
“TEACHA KELSEY! TEACHA HOLD ME! TEACHA TEACHA!” Now if that isn’t motivation to
get my behind out of bed I don’t know what is! These precious children gave me
purpose.
Photo: Kristi Reynolds |
I now know what it is
like to wake up in the morning and love life.
I went to Cape Town to help “fix”
things, try and do something for others but instead THEY changed me. Those kids
left a mark on me more permanent than any tattoo I could have received. This
experience has really helped be categorize things that I have into “things that
I want” and “I need”. My world was
rocked and drastically put into perspective.
My biggest fear is that I will
forget the feeling that I was blessed enough to experience; a feeling of
complete joy, a feeling of carefree go with the flow, a feeling of peace, and a
feeling of purpose all rolled into one. It is this fear that drives me…this experience has given me a hunger for
more. I shouldn't have to get on a plane and fly 25 miles to feel this amazing
feeling. I now know this feeling is possible and now it is up to me to
challenge myself once again to find this feeling here.
I feel so lucky to have experienced something that made it
so hard to say goodbye.
I cannot say thank you enough to everyone who made donations
to the kids. Because of you they had full tummies and were able to read books
and play with toys just like kids should. Thank you to my fellow volunteers for
being such great companions, for all the great laughs, and for the unforgettable
nights at karaoke. Typically when you have 25 people living in one house, with
one bathroom, they have a camera in every room and it is aired on MTV but we
somehow made it work! I love you guys!
Thank you to Tim & Ivi for making ZA feel like home.
But most
importantly thank you to Class 9 at Sunrise, my little ones, you have given me
something that I could never repay you for, you have given me purpose.