"The world is not dangerous because of those who do harm but because of those who look at it without doing anything” -Albert Einstein
“Many small people, in many small places, do many small things, that can alter the face of the world." Anonymous

Sunday, November 20, 2011

My Big Girl Panties

      Never in a million years did I foresee my life taking this path. If you asked me this summer if I saw myself going  to South Africa to work with at risk children, those who have lost their parents  to violence, AIDS, and drug abuse, I would have given you my notorious  “Kelsey Face” of complete and utter confusion. I would have told you, you were NUTS!!!! I am a creature of habit. I have a routine of procrastination that I uphold on a daily basis. I have my black belt in talking myself out of situations and the fact that I even filled out the application and followed through with all the necessary paperwork is an absolute miracle. 
     I talk a big talk about wanting to help others and be there for those in need, but I am finally putting my big girl panties on and putting my money where my mouth is. This is a huge leap of faith, as I not only break away from what I find comforting in the Midwest, but also redefine who I am as a person. The course of my life has already been changed just by deciding to dive into this adventure and I haven’t even gotten there yet. I have realized that helping children can become not only a career, but also a lifetime passion.
     My life had the potential to take a very different path had it not been for neighbors, family, and friends who held me accountable. I owe everything that I am to all the people who never gave up on me. Using past harships and trials as a handicap is not in my vocabulary and I want to use my life experiences to provide love and support to those in need.  I am no longer going to sit around and wait for life to happen, I am sinking my teeth in and ready to take on whatever comes my way. I am excited for this opportunity to give back. I have come to the realization that I should no longer settle on my dreams, what the world holds for me is 100X better than any I could ever fathom.